Monday, December 27, 2010

Zeus fell in love

 This time the year before I was entangled with a married man, when the mental and physical exhaustion will go to Internet cafes to play it, no intention to open a forum for a long time ago up suddenly thought I had a ID, try to enter the password, actually landing go up. watch full version of the romantic philandering, being depressed to posts made, probably not immediately mean that their young, do not want this drifting. a lot of people back to the post, it makes me feel so miserable is still not , there are people willing to talk to me not willing to share my happiness ..
slowly in love with the forum. Every day I wake up first thing the Internet, and then knock on the address bar those few letters. But I did not think that this forum, I started this I do not think that it would be happy to share the forum, actually would bring me so much harm
just on the forum, he at the forum a more active part in almost every forum can see his shadow., speaks entertaining. those days because the forum was held just party party PP in the top of the post, so it is easy, I saw He.
My first feeling is that man is cute, not handsome long. PP was seen after his brain somehow came out addition of Q, to talk. He sent the video to me I accepted, he said, call them arrogant. you are very cute smile .. He sent me a shy look. Oh really very cute. he was not happy when I would tease me, play too late, said he would go home soon ! too late .. I suddenly felt worried that people still care about me.
was familiar with, and talk more, I seem to slowly become addicted, like every other day if it is a rush to the Internet to forum, it was hanging on the line every day just to see him. until one day I could not help myself when I say the first video off it, I want to say something to you, if you look at me. I will be embarrassed. He said, Well. you name it!
l r. I love you, I hesitated to send key press eventually
Oh? I know. He said I
find you? At the time, I really want to see him. After a while, he said, well good.
So I off the assembly line, stopped a car for the past to find him. approaching the time where , called him, and he came out from the store, ha! tall pretty high, better than the photo Aspect, no, pretty much. He saw me a little bit shy, talk is also very natural. Then we had a few polite, I left. and then another on-line, see his head to turn on, and asked him why so high nothing long? he sent me a simply said thank you, this is the first time he praised me my beauty, and only once. always so it did not, and after him know he has a girlfriend, but not in the city. heart some bitterness, and some were feeling cheated, but he makes me happy these are covered up. I do not care, after all, to me there are other men.
this way, I gradually put him top of mind, tomorrow is want to hear his voice, he is a demon, like a universal God to confuse me so.
later post on the forum a little while because of misunderstanding, he said I was at the forum asked me to seduce the other man Do not go after him ... also sent a message to me then to read it when I feel the world's most vicious language. I did not return a message to him, I put away tears. decided to forget him. may still bear Posts do not live to see his hair, watching him flirting with other women. Oh, I could not even be jealous of any time is not qualified.
is now looking forward to ...
QQ anger on a stranger The head shaking up so late, not sleeping? girls that stay up all night getting old and ah. of talking like him. I looked at, turned out to be a long time ago chatters, Zheng. N for a long time did not attend The QQ, and did not think he
Oh I remember the state I'm ah ** Z Motor Company sales, I have time to find you. He seemed very pleased to see me
right! have time to call me back, I left my phone up.
to sleep off the assembly line is still the same without him I want to live. The next day, about noon, I do not get up, the phone falling out, and I I saw a strange phone number, did not want to take, can be driven by curiosity, press the answer key, do you go to bed? br> Here you do in the cultural way going out to dinner, to be honest, before this man, handsome, really handsome, large eyes, eyebrows very strong, but I can not help and hurt my heart always that he was more. two months later I and also a touch of developing Zheng. He would call me to see I'm not happy cat will scratch my nose would be good that we get married I would imagine his daughter from a very beautiful .. me time on the Forum I put his photos on the full screen is, full version is filled with my sweet .. really, I go into the role. may be the devil's men appeared. He told me the other forums also recognized the girl told me to go to the bar. In fact, they have been together for that time I do not know what he is in the psychology of the girl actually told me to go drink. see him, and my heart full of all the grievances unwilling clamor of the need for alcohol anesthesia. I fainted, went to the bathroom in the corridor back when we hold together. And the girl has been in the house she did not know. When I was sleeping in his arms when I know They were together I was hurt another woman. But as long as can be with him, I do not regard the
.. forget everything, including Zheng Zhi. in the direct selection when QQ is stealth, Zheng afraid to see me and asked me why I do not answer the phone Why do not the Q Why disappear out of thin air in his world.
girl is the forum where I can call her MM and that hurt me, he He called it Zeus. I secretly dating Zeus secretly carrying a MM phone contact with. even so I was happy with the sweet, even if he was in front of me and her to leave. I have the courage to tell MM I Zeus thing.
Slowly, I climbed the heart possessive and another woman I do not want to share him, either, I'll leave it. I can so I told him that this will not be met, and I To return to previous life .. he would not he threatened me that if I do not answer his phone, he called me before men, that was me as a meal ticket, man. I yielded. In fact, I on and this is some fear. I'm afraid that men know the relationship between me and Zeus a few years after I wasted effort. I again accepted Zeus. MM unnatural in the face of both of us read all the stories She is the kind of girl is very playful, and perhaps also of love for her did not hurt so much when she was very angry, and Zeus all pulled me into the blacklist, and thus disappeared from my sight. I I can only say that because I'm not sure they are not the same as me and Zeus, is also secretly in contact with.
Zeus house is decorated well, but her girlfriend did not become his bride, is said to be Zeus himself to break, as to why he had not told me, I did not ask. In this way, we live in the MM, also a former girlfriend of Zeus, is taboo in our lives. Without them, I'm happy in love .. sometimes he'll wait for me to work, to cook for me, bare back look to wear aprons are really cute. have time I will make time for this fantasy it still told me .. Zeus His marriage was manipulated by his father, and I understand him and I never regard myself as his girlfriend, he would like to be introduced when people said I was half of his concubine. my role is so embarrassing living with. I can never be his wife. until one day, he also realized that he had used me in his side, have become accustomed to my presence .. .. but we can not
He was afraid he too deep .. he began to refuse to meet me. I have a little afraid, afraid that they too look the part, afraid of their own time to let go. afraid of their own in the end nothing. in his heart to his Love drives us to meet again and again. to see his QQ chat, I always thought he would only say those nice words .. the first time I saw him named the baby girl, my days have fallen the.
this girl is the forum, the information from the QQ is a rabbit's point of view, he quickly than her half of a large dog .. he drove her to buy her to Zhengzhou, while his dog was in my foster home. keep air out of his house the other woman's dog. her body well, he went to the drugstore to buy medicine for her dysmenorrhea .. then I know when they have finished understatement to say that Zeus will mouth to a girl things, his mouth did not tell the truth so separated. started to provoke her because she can also be more in line with his father's standards. I impress. as I said before, will not affect his marriage. Although I always mention the middle to that little girl is a rabbit that is very high, but tall girls, the days are nibbling nibbling bumper in the living day by day ..
he birthday, I want to send something to him, ask him When he was in absent-minded, his face told me that his feelings have once again derailed. The girl is still there on the forum, he said, because the girl told another person that likes him. He also said that they only a general relationship. He is as wooden box to find (with the dog) had seen her only once .. I believe him.
Valentine's Day we spent the night at home, he would accompany his father to come back with dinner 9 Rose gave me everything I am very happy to have been this unpleasant lovely rose 9 dispersed. oozing sweet my face. But not for long. a night out drinking with some friends when suddenly I found His phone call from her. I call the past, I said I hope you will not harass him ..
what he sent me roses? He gave you several flower? find him, he had drunk, I climbed on his shoulder, bitter bite down, I want him to never forget!! I put roses he sent me his car into the front windshield before they are gone .. These roses also left me sweet and well-being. Later, when we met, I can not remember things I bite him .. there is no qualitative two people, two people could hold their own. and and good as ever ..
still dull live without passion .. that one day, that has been the man when I found my meal ticket for his betrayal, a slap in the face after the end of our almost 5 year relationship. I try something desperate, I did not, only Zeus was ..
smart woman to bear too much fun. Inadvertently, I found he was still linked with the girl, that he bought her roses that girl. I found her sitting in his car, co-pilot seat. my gray skies once again. I find him. mournful asked him. He did not explain. but I am bound to say that he has stifled He said he did want me to feel that his possession. I hurt I hurt I hate I left.
day rain
Q I put my name into it was raining. sad day for the always-off very slow. like the torment of the wound with the same salt. depressed when I made in another forum pictures of their marriage sign a new year I was only able to go home with me man. the day I receive at least two hundreds of validation messages. every day is lukewarm response of every love my man though their purpose is not simple. 1:00 my phone rang. I suspect that you rub your eyes wrong, there are already fast 2 months we have not contacted.
You wait for it as before I shoot you top r he said fiercely
l good, I am waiting I hung up the phone r..
Although still a little bit mad, but secretly pleased that he still care about me .
next day I deleted the posts of that marriage. the day is not bland.
I know he will receive the phone, I am waiting, waiting.
can wait for him to call back when I do not have the courage to answer it. After a while he sent a message to me: do not take the call, you will regret it.
I replied: Do you answer the phone but also to listen to humiliate me? after some days, and received his phone, still morning, is still a halo. He said he Dudurangrang the bar with a few bubbles MM, said the dog was sick .. and then tell me you want to know someday I want to tell you what?

I said I would like to know that you asked me he said I said
well I beg you.
he said do not forget to tell you ..
but then I still know. On that day, he wants his father .. the things we can be frank I did not take his call. The strange thing is I do not regret, not really.
slowly contact on the
Fall in love with a ..
slowly slowly. .. slowly ..
still tired with very little friends know us and good news, he seems in deliberately concealed. I asked him if he is not afraid of you ah bubble MM. He said no, mainly for fear of too many people know that you consider us together, there is no advantage to you later. I had hung up his angry Tel. He also hit back, I rang out, loud and still continue to ring loud .. I took.
? what you call me two things, if we still do not boil for a few years the results are not delayed you? do not get married so that is not good for you, you talk about how to do it, ? I do not know, so be it, to give you got married? And married. for parents married, over. One day some friends told us to go to dinner after dinner on the way home I do not know how to say it after him. He said that, if desirable, and a girl married to his father, his father will give him for a car. I get mad, and grabbed a thing fell to the windshield on the car was driving, I jumped out .. middle of the night, and a few friends I drink Zuixun Xun, went to his house with the world the most harsh words to call him, and then draw their own 3 knife knife told him to hit me 20 hand we make a clean break! interrupt me all long for! him to go to bed, I crawled in bed harassing him. his anger. hands of his surmise I kicked. then I do not know. When I woke up, he has sent me to the hospital. he was lying on another bed. toss a night, he was tired. I lost a hand the liquid. Also a long scar on his arm with his mouth, where the blood coagulation. Time seems to rest at that moment.
I quietly got up, the cover blanket on me to give him cover the body, although before we also clamoring hated the name, you can look at him to sleep I have ten thousand could not bear to let him cold. because of a hand wearing a pin, my actions as a small, but still woke him, and he called the blanket cover to me. His eyes are red, I know, I remember last night, and he was crying. bottle in the liquid a little bit of flow into my body, stared at the transparent thing. I think To him, the tears I cried so much? slowly started to flow back to the What?
and fell asleep ..
woke up, had more than 8 am, outside the sun is glare, he put my car back. I threw the shoes do not know where to go, back to his home, picked up my things, I would like to open his mouth when they face the pain. His eyes had the cold. Maybe he I hate to compare this extremes. also be clear when he will put away his feelings, like ice, like a thousand miles I refused. Pack your things, looked at him, looked at the empty house, opened the door and go out . home, how the mirror only to find their own terror, around the eyes and lips are purple. dark purple. Oh, he also cruel. has never been a man do this to me. suddenly felt really do not have to live courage, lying in bed, my heart welling up all the many disappointments, I can not help, and need to vent.
up to buy medicine when the pharmacist looked at me strange, but still only willing to sell me a quick money . And no way, I went to another one. got home that did not even water, I was drug to the drinking water to those who go on, really, I want to die, really do not want to be a man, after playing My first reaction is I want to play man, I played so many men are not waiting for me, I'm not so easy to die. I'm just sleepy, has been sleeping all unhappy all the sleep into dreams, etc. When I get up, it unravels. and then I was afraid that they eat a lot of sleep, but come, I gave some friends a call. Oh! pretty strong sense of survival.
do not know how long to sleep do not know what happened. He seems to make some friends, calls for me. have been to my house .. if everything hung in my mind vague. I shook my head hard and started looking for the rest of the tablets. want to sleep,
phone rang, and trance in the trembling of the hands a bit, in the hands of drug spread over the ground, answer the phone first. is a good friend over to play, a happy little woman. know a large Shanghai money did not go back after this small city, she wanted to forget this, fortunately, did not forget me. She opened the store in Shanghai, ladies, is inside the mall, I hope I help her take care of the past, wages Mody, hee hee she laughs, and ultimately, you old woman.
decided, out of here. things as long as the mind set, the left is so fast. given tickets. .7 4 pack clothes in the afternoon. I stand a city called Shanghai. Yang Po industrial area, not my imagination busy. walk in the street, I will close your eyes and imagine I was still living in Luohe, can people around me that if they back me in Shanghai thoughts. I told myself, start a new life here. Here healing, but also where to find me ready to play goal.
good men to women in Shanghai. slow Sri Lanka organized the He had called my wife. Although not familiar with him, but I still get angry, and then indifferent to him. friends are disappointed to see you sad to say that this guy introduced to you, how you see yourself on other people's. < br> Zeus angry if I do this to happen? ..
I think I overestimated myself, can forget that he left everything. Now I know even go to the moon, my heart still has his a deep imprint. could not help, buy a ticket, Luohe me back, so I am .. when the plane in Zhengzhou, I think, is he doing? he will not know that I come back? night called on a bunch of having dinner with friends. but only without him, we all carefully around the question I asked that his name be erased. No one not mention him. afraid to touch my injury. has never been healed wound. month , I was in flying between Shanghai Luohe, Kexin has been parked there. Finally, a friend said you go back. see you so I sorry. how happy their own how to get it. .. nothing in order to < br> This came back, I did not expect to meet him, lay down their luggage after arriving home, give a friend a call. that a good dinner. when she met her husband Zeus actually drove the car, watching the Nama blue. more than my heart. car somehow was paralyzed. how can not start. no alternative but to call Zeus came. Is God wants us to meet it? I asked. he is, I can not hide in the house there, that In my dream there ten thousand times the man was standing not far away, but I gave him the courage to say hello. I really do not know the first thing to say. dined. then go to the bar . we intentionally or unintentionally, then incumbent on the other side. end of the glass of the time I accidentally ran into him. I tremble. He has not repaired the car, he was drunk. Also a few friends to go to work, I had stopped the car to go . They unanimously said. to go back to Zeus, he drank dizzy, I looked at him, as if that moment he staggered drunk. I Lakaichemen next to the driver to do. He was friends who helped on the car. and car I am familiar with the direction toward the opening. For it is in the morning, the streets of the little car, quickly opened master side. to his home, he still dizzy, I said, you go on home. What you do not want down to see the dog? I took him out of the car went into the room, yard, and the dog he rushed over. wagged his tail. mouth kept me rub it tried to get up, want me to hold it. dizzy thinking that she was still of little dogs. It seems much better memory than men dogs, it is good you will remember that he met with friendly and you will give you that wags its tail. while men do? ..
touch a the. He began to pull me.
? so what will happen? how faint.
l good, thank you, r
I got up to go sliding door, but he kept his word, and jumped up pulled me into bed
Annoyed, I still loved still remember also remembered him, but he do this to me, I'm not used the.
broke away his hand, I step down the side of the body very quickly all the clothes, while said to him, do not want to do this?
he murmured a lot of times like I think I could not help but hold him ..
I fell asleep .. he whispered my dress. carrying the shoes to the door, then go before Look at him. In the way back to the hotel, I open the phone. to lose his name in, and then blacklist. to such a simple phone that he could not get to play again. woke up already noon. open the phone to see When the time found several text messages. that he sent it over.
not ah, I came back you and I while stocks. forward. as if afraid I hung up his phone
have dinner now. Heart racing the moment a meal that we and a good start. After dinner to the bar, and then back to his home together. so although he has not married but I is the identity of his lover separated although there
a month or two, when two people together can be like before they even intimate than before, he is very good to me. woke up in his game, he turned round to me looked at me and smiled, will break his legs pregnant hit my face and then we do a group .. I have been happy every day, although he will still have time to mess with those Yingyingyanyan forum, although I will be jealous and angry that he , but each time he explained that the character does not believe that I have to believe my taste it.
days so happy, I am a little float, I want to write down the happy feeling, when he played the game I will of a person hiding a diary, written some of the things he did not know, to hide, he could not see, can not find.
Originally, I thought so happy with it. until one of us has whom to marry.
bored one day, I say go to your house, he said it was inconvenient. I thought the forum, which people gave him on MM. I said I do not care I'm not going, he said, Well you Come on! usually not a long way to go up but it is so slow, the way my heart has been so excited that I imagined would be the forum's Who? Who? Who?
be to know that only he and a boy at home. The boy is the forum, and we all know. bid farewell to the boy, he smiled and said I was just testing you, to see what reflects you .. and then he went to the game. I stood beside the bed, the heart kept in the quiver. had already speak. And he turned round to me and said SB.
is! I was playing Laishua SB from start to finish by others to the SB. I'm not saying said, carrying their clothes off. up to now many days did not receive his phone has not seen him, I would have put his voice to silent calls to hit me even if he can not hear. to end this way it. our lives were too many 3 of 5 .. 4 those who were. And I've been around him a most SB
without his day was still very erosive drink smoking. But I like the quote of the tag. show I sold goods. jars are not a man hit my mind. I alone in this forum there on the day at his Replies, speculation his heart ... I know This will not be long forgotten the days of a man is the best way to find another man to replace him, I have a lot of the other side. I can find who will replace him?
end.
I decided to find a man to marry her, even if he just does not like Zeus
soulful sounds from the heart in the name of Zeus, Zeus I love you can not help but to drop the

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